

If I Could Be Myself AgainThere's times when I think that I'm coping When I think that the hurt might be going away But when I least expect it, my walls break down A memory resurfacing, a comment from a friend And I can't hold back the sense of loss The despair is almost physical Weighing down my shoulders and my heart Making it hard to breathIf I Could Be Myself Again
I want to scream I want to cry forever I want to run and hide And not have to live my life Each day pretending that everything is perfect That it doesn't matter if you're gone And that you didn't mean as much to me As I know you real


Say You UnderstandCan you forgive me if I dont make an effort To hold on past goodbye I'm just trying to save my heart Just hoping my feelings will dieSay You Understand
You gave me something to hold onto But it was a rope that slowly frayed If I don't make myself let go I'll just be prolonging the pain
Please tell me you understand There's no point in holding on I wish it didn't have to end now But I'm just trying to be strong


Almost Over -entireIt's not long now, it's almost over I'm just waiting for the end You'll be gone, lost to me forever Holding part of my heart in your handAlmost Over -entire
With you leaves my broken dreams That have stayed with me all of this time The persistant hopes that haunt me May at last begin to die
The fulfillment of my greatest fear Perhaps will set me free But it will leave an empty hole Where the happiness I find around you should be
With you leaves your hugs and smiles That always brightened my day Memories of you that still make me laugh Will slowly fade


From The BeginningBorn into this world, without a clue Careless and carefree Knowing nothing of anything around you Only the most innocent of thoughts So pure of mind You eventually grow up And learn some people aren’t so kind As you pick up on life It’s great and terrible things You wonder if angels Actually earn their wings Everyone stealing Cheating and lying I’m sure in Heaven God is cryingFrom The Beginning


Solid- Breaking - BrokenI gave every inch of myslf All love and happiness was for you I loved you so muich, my eyes were so bright Every part of me was devotionSolid- Breaking - Broken
We layed in beds, nights were so long Minds consumed of hearts and lust Didn't see what was agead Layed on into bliss.
The pain there was in loving The thought of never having Acrted quick to fo the keeping I gave nysekf to you
In bed we were in love, yes thee was swaet and noise in the air Nothing could tear us apart Nothing except a melting
I forged my name with you I gave my he


OpenI can't place it into words They wouldn't do any justice but you, my closest friend You just tore me apart. The glances, remarks they all built up The glass's filled to negitive I gave my heart- and love to you Just to have the chance to see again Both ripped and scattered All over the floor. You trapped me in a smile Made me feel all was right I should have guessed the end It was so clear, so obvious I was blinded by nothing Your eyes looked so lively It wasn't until now i noticed There was, is. a vacancy so bleak and black Your paleOpen


I changed For YouSometimes I dont know what to say Somtimes, I'll admit, i dont know what to do I've lost myself in pages Lost myself for youI changed For You
These eyes aren't suppose to be black At one point they were green, see? My skirt once white turned to Grey Look what you've done to me
It's not my clothes that changed the most Neither is my eyes My heart and mind you've tortured Placed through pain and lies
Running in deep circles Flying back to a cave Ready to go diving in I'm too lost- I've become your slave
Licking you up, whenever I've
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Your Soul is Mine.
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Your Soul is Mine.
I got a new name
Soul-Collector
Find me
Please
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Your All My Childern NOW!!!!!
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