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About Me Member Deviant of Many Talents itsonlyinmymind18/Female/Canada

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If I Could Be Myself AgainThere's times when I think that I'm coping When I think that the hurt might be going away But when I least expect it, my walls break down A memory resurfacing, a comment from a friend And I can't hold back the sense of loss The despair is almost physical Weighing down my shoulders and my heart Making it hard to breath
I want to scream I want to cry forever I want to run and hide And not have to live my life Each day pretending that everything is perfect That it doesn't matter if you're gone And that you didn't mean as much to me As I know you real If I Could Be Myself Again
by ~itsonlyinmymind

Say You UnderstandCan you forgive me if I dont make an effort To hold on past goodbye I'm just trying to save my heart Just hoping my feelings will die
You gave me something to hold onto But it was a rope that slowly frayed If I don't make myself let go I'll just be prolonging the pain
Please tell me you understand There's no point in holding on I wish it didn't have to end now But I'm just trying to be strong Say You Understand
by ~itsonlyinmymind

Almost Over -entireIt's not long now, it's almost over I'm just waiting for the end You'll be gone, lost to me forever Holding part of my heart in your hand
With you leaves my broken dreams That have stayed with me all of this time The persistant hopes that haunt me May at last begin to die
The fulfillment of my greatest fear Perhaps will set me free But it will leave an empty hole Where the happiness I find around you should be
With you leaves your hugs and smiles That always brightened my day Memories of you that still make me laugh Will slowly fade Almost Over -entire
by ~itsonlyinmymind

Almost OverIt's not long now, it's almost over I'm just waiting for the end You'll be gone, lost to me forever Holding part of my heart in your hand
With you leaves my broken dreams That have stayed with me all of this time Almost Over
by ~itsonlyinmymind

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From The BeginningBorn into this world, without a clue Careless and carefree Knowing nothing of anything around you Only the most innocent of thoughts So pure of mind You eventually grow up And learn some people aren’t so kind As you pick up on life It’s great and terrible things You wonder if angels Actually earn their wings Everyone stealing Cheating and lying I’m sure in Heaven God is crying From The Beginning
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Solid- Breaking - BrokenI gave every inch of myslf All love and happiness was for you I loved you so muich, my eyes were so bright Every part of me was devotion
We layed in beds, nights were so long Minds consumed of hearts and lust Didn't see what was agead Layed on into bliss.
The pain there was in loving The thought of never having Acrted quick to fo the keeping I gave nysekf to you
In bed we were in love, yes thee was swaet and noise in the air Nothing could tear us apart Nothing except a melting
I forged my name with you I gave my he Solid- Breaking - Broken
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OpenI can't place it into words They wouldn't do any justice but you, my closest friend You just tore me apart. The glances, remarks they all built up The glass's filled to negitive I gave my heart- and love to you Just to have the chance to see again Both ripped and scattered All over the floor. You trapped me in a smile Made me feel all was right I should have guessed the end It was so clear, so obvious I was blinded by nothing Your eyes looked so lively It wasn't until now i noticed There was, is. a vacancy so bleak and black Your pale Open
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I changed For YouSometimes I dont know what to say Somtimes, I'll admit, i dont know what to do I've lost myself in pages Lost myself for you
These eyes aren't suppose to be black At one point they were green, see? My skirt once white turned to Grey Look what you've done to me
It's not my clothes that changed the most Neither is my eyes My heart and mind you've tortured Placed through pain and lies
Running in deep circles Flying back to a cave Ready to go diving in I'm too lost- I've become your slave
Licking you up, whenever I've I changed For You
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Sun Nov 23, 2003, 5:40 PM

wow deviantart's weird today, nothing seems to want to work. theres a lot of poetry i thought was good added though, i think i added one of them to my favorites, although that doesnt seem to have worked yet either. urrgh its frustrating. oh well. I added a new one of mine too, but i dont really like it, i dont think it was that well written. hope everyone had a good weekend, thats all i really have to say

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Current Residence: Toronto
Interests: reading, writing, music
Favourite band or musician: Linkin Park
Favourite genre of music: Anything but country
Favourite cartoon character: Bugs Bunny will always be the best

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~Soul-Collector Feb 12, 2005, 6:06:20 PM

Never sleep never dream, never ever shut your eye's, But I know you will and I shall haunt you and your dreams. They will turn to nightmares, thank's to ME!!

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Your Soul is Mine.

~anotherantagonist May 27, 2004, 4:26:48 PM

why thank you for the watch. always nice from a friend

~DeathGod Jan 27, 2004, 1:55:26 PM

I'm ~Soul-Collector

~cr45h Jan 24, 2004, 6:02:31 PM

hey there. i knew i'd remember your name eventually.

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i'm a pirate :iconpirates:

~Soul-Collector Jan 23, 2004, 1:43:06 PM

thank's

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Your Soul is Mine.

~DeathGod Jan 12, 2004, 6:41:14 PM

hi how have you been?
I got a new name
Soul-Collector
Find me
Please

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Your All My Childern NOW!!!!!

~happypock Jan 11, 2004, 2:37:18 PM

thanks for adding ma poem to your favourites

~JezebelInHell Jan 1, 2004, 12:00:38 PM

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